Its one of those days. Sat on the edge of the bed. Darkness closing in on these cold winter evernings. The house is empty apart from me. He opens the door and walks in, no sound made, he sits beside me and places his lifeless hand on my knee. I feel his ouch, silken warm yet somehow stone cold.

I begin to cry. once again those uncontrolable tears flood from my lonely eyes. I cannot see. My vision blured My mind contained. Thoughts of him overwhelm my head until i can't stand it no more. I fling myself to the bathroom. dunk my head into the ice cold bathwater.I feel my breaths slipping awayfrom me. Every breath i take fills my lungs with more and more water.

Tell me... would you do the same?

The one person you could rely on. Your one true love, your fairytale, your relity take away by the crulest of invisible predetors...Cancer.

I wonder if he nows that i miss him, that ive loved him all my life. Tht when he ended . SO did my future.


The memories of him build up inside me and take over my boy until...... i....... slash.

I have to otherwise ill end up on teh bathroom floor. Screaming.

So when he sits there next to me. I feel him say.. dont give up my darling baby girl. you know im always with you.. I smile through my tears and hug..nothing.. a ghost? I swear he was thee. i herd him say that....

..you herd him too..... right?

He was sat right next to me...

...did you see him ?.... i did..i know once again... he loves me♥